You didn't come. You didn't emerge last night.
It's hard to accept your absence.
What did I do to deserve this?
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I need to feel you holding me. I'll say this over and over again if you haven't present.
I can't keep on living like this.
You didn't want me too. I plead; just appear in my dream.
If only you were here, I'd let you do anything you want.
Ruffling up my hair, playing all those DVDs, tuning into channels I hate.
Anything.
I just don't know what to do with myself.
It's so different to keep on without you.
I'm not going to leave if you weren't here with me. No.
"We've built a great family". Yeah. That's what you said.
But I deny it.
It's a devastated family after all.
It's hard for me to tell you I do love you. Though it's easy for me to fall for someone.
I would've given you anything.
For one last time, say goodbye.
You didn't. You just left. Leaving me alone.
I never feel this lonely. I feel so lonely. So lonesome.
Annoyed by my sisters. Ignored. What else?
There's just one thing I wanna know.
Why did you want to hurt me so bad?
This way.
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